As 3 years ago

Persis banget kaya 2 setengah taun yang lalu..
Kaya balik dari lembaran awal tau gak sih (⌣́_⌣̀) Udh gaada komunikasi lagi.
2 tahun aku masih berharap bisa akur, ketawa2 gak jelas, dan jayus kaya dulu. But it doesn't works.
Poor.
Lagi2 keulang lagi.
Tapi sifatnya lebih gimanaaa gt. Dan lagi2 dia suda punya pacar.
Tapi bedanya ini belum berjalan sekitar setahun sih. Tp sama ajaaaaaa.
Apalagi ni anak bener" suayaaaaaaaaang gak ketulungan sm tu org. Klo ktemu kaya orang gak pernah kenal. Jd kaya "kamu lho siapa" "anak ini lho ngapain".
Parah. Segitu takutnya ya. (⌣́_⌣̀) sedih gitu.
Gatau deh ya dia tetep mau "berkomunikasi" apa enggak.

Masak aku ditakdirkan hanya seperti ini.... Astaghfirullah
Ceyem ah.

Aku ini menceritakan siapa ya :|

"Dia bikin orang sayang sama dia itu gampang, tapi dia juga gampang buat ninggalin org yg udah sayang sama dia" -unknown

Shit. U fucking shit

u really really don't care about me ya. 
aku kaya terdampar, terasingkan, ter-ter apalah terserah.
mrasa masih belum bisa mv on 100%.
iyasih 100%, tapi masih ada sisa sisanya.
2 taun lebih..
Masih berasa heran.. 
feeling so stupid! 

welcome to senior high school :)

a thousand years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer 

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more